Castiel sums it up best. It’s odd, I’ve actually been out there reading and all those things. Nine D is on about porn, Hugo is doing Hugo things, blah blah blah the world goes on and all I can think of is man, I wanna slap some people upside the head for a billion different reasons. I’ve been apathetic, which means…Supernatural. If you watch it, you know how Cas is so outta it when it comes to people? Yep, that’s me most days, hence, the Cas slamming shots photo.
Im just kinda over a whole ton of shit these days. People are the same, every day, the same, expecations lead to massive disappointment, people you counted as friends turn to bitter fucking enemies and IF yer lucky, you have some GOOD damn days where its all worth it and you grin and have a good time and all that stuff that IS pretty awesome.
I’ve had some of those days here lately, can’t say that I’ve not. Good ones. Where shit is awesome in all ways and for reasons I don’t discuss in public. Then there are days that take all that awesome and kinda throw it in the shitter and leave you feeling like Cas and wishing you had his tolerance…
I’m just feelin’ amazingly outta touch and not like most humans today, and amazingly…apathetic.
I’ve never done well with Apathy. I’m just not real sure what is even worth fighting for anymore aside from the sheer love of fighting.