torture”…. (name that tune.)
So, I have been, lacking in my blogging other than fiction as of late, and the fiction is elsewhere. It is good though! Call that arrogance, I call it truth. Be that as it may…
My last year plus has been HELL. Physically, mentally, emotionally, you name it…i will rename it Hell :) The physical most of y’all know about: burns, surgery, sciatica, poison oak, shots….and the not mentioned ulcer. In short- pain, lots of pain.
Guess what? That was the easy part. I would do all that phsycial crap again, five times, compared to the other shit becaue between you, me and the internet…physical pain I can deal with- this other shit….
It’s all shiny new never been done before pain. And I don’t like it. And it has bled me fucking dry. I used to LOVE blogging, I Used to have issues I madly cared about. I used to…
Not feel like a dried out corpse in the Nevada desert. I once said I yelled and ranted in public, but bled in private…well, been bleeding, and guess what? All outta blood. I’ve been out there in the world trying to live, and dammmn, I have some, but ouch!
So Ren, what does all this mean? Well, take a gander, we got a new look, a new theme, even a new quote. I may still be the GER, but I care even LESS now about saying shit that will piss people off, because people? That’s what they live for….