Archive for September, 2009

As opposed to General Panic, General Apathy, and Generals of the military…

I have decided that Sharon and Ozzy, Sharon specifically, are pure evil wrapped in cute fur.  She seems to be totally against letting the humans in the household sleep.  If any one part of one’s body is not wrapped in blankets while attempting to sleep, it is chewed on.  Early this morning while attempting to sleep, I was wrapped up like a tamale in blankets and she decided, purring and all, to settle down to sleep on my head.  Like, directly on the side of my head.  Oh, did I mention it is still around 80 degrees here?  Yeah…it’s still warm here.  So, between the sweating if one wants to avoid being chewed on or the chewing if one opts for air, not much sleep going on here because Sharon is eeeevill.  Oz?  Oz will just lay down on you and fall asleep…that is, until Sharon attacks him, then the bed becomes kitty thunderdome and all bets are off.  Yeah, you haven’t lived until you have had two kittens who are wired up like speed freaks run across your chest-claws out- at two in the morning. 

Oz also has an odd habit of joining people in the shower…with the water on and everything.  If he starts shaving his legs, I am really gonna wonder…

Speaking of cats and water thou, have you seen this?  I laughed.  I admit it.

I am debating if I should go back to bed or not…hummm. 

In other news, I am still trying to decide how I feel about Michael Vick playing for the Eagles.  See, I sorta like the Eagles, I’m a big Donovan McNabb fan.  As some of you may (or may not know) Vick (who played QB for the Atlanta Falcons in the NFL) was arrested and convicted and did time for dog fighting– well, after he was released from prison, a lot of people figured either A) NFL teams deseperate for a QB of Vick’s calibre would be knocking down his door or B) he would never play in the NFL again.  Both were wrong.  The Philly Eagles were the only team who even showed much of an interest in him.  And as the Eagles are a team I like, I remember when I heard they signed Vick I was like “Great…that blows”.  Coach Andy Reid suggested that he thought Vick deserved a second chance, and a lot of other people agree, saying that Vick was young, he did his time, he is in debt beyond belief, is now speaking on behalf of animal rights organizations, in essence, attempting to make amends.  Still though, in my head, it is not like Vick accidentally hit a dog with his car, you know?  He tortured and murdered a lot of animals.  For sport and profit.  That doesn’t sit well with me at all…

But when the NFL will let a lot of guys who are notorious woman beaters, involved in shootings, so on, so forth, continue to play, I guess Vick should not seem that special.  Athletes are in many ways our modern gods, and get away with shit the average person never would…but that is a rant for a different day I suppose….and I am a sports fan.

I guess I feel like yeah, Vick should get to play, but no matter how brilliant he might be on the football field, what he did?  Flat out wrong and sick, and that should not be forgotten.  I will even admit part of me hopes he really sucks, can’t play like he used too, and gets cut. 

In other football news, the Denver Broncos have managed to win their first two games!  This is nothing short of a miracle, and it may be the only two wins they get all season, but I am happy!   I also still have a major crush on Brett Favre, even if he is now wearing purple.  Via Gin…

Heh.

Okay, more sleep now, hopefully without cats on my head or attempting to eat me.  More real blogging at some later date.

“Meat Shield”

Posted: September 23, 2009 in Gaming, Humans

dtIt’s a term used in gaming a lot:  Meat Shield.  In such a context, the Meat Shield is a character like the Tank, or Brute, or upfront fighter who can just take it forever and keep dishing it out, whilst occupying the attention of all the baddies so the rest of their team can also get some ass-kicking in.  That’s their whole job, running head long into the fight, grabbing all the aggro, and keeping it while everyone else just mops up amid the mayhem. 

And whilst in gaming, a Meat Shield is not necessary, but damn if they do not make things go smoother. 

But I’ve noted in real life there are a lot of folk, who willingly or not, serve as Meat Shields.  Often, they support or are involved with a contraversal cause:  trans rights, gay rights, sex workers rights, women’s rights, racial equality, disability rights, rights for kinky people, you name it.  Within all those groups, there are people who, as they say, draw the aggro.  I’ve done it.  I can think of several others who have as well:  Trinity, Ernest, AntiPrincess, Gin, Jill B, Snowdrop, Kim, so on.  Often times this aggro was not wanted or needed, but it was drawn, and held, anyway.   And sometimes that has been part of the plan- sage nod at Jill B- someone is designated the Meat Shield, dives in head long, draws all the aggro, and whilst doing so…others are ignored and left alone so they can get shit done.  Finish the job.  See that things come to fruition.  Everyone else is so busy trying to bring down the Meat Shield, they have no idea what the rest of the team is doing.  I’ve noted that- ahem- due to my style and all- like it or not, sometimes with sex worker rights related things, it has not been a question of who will be the Meat Shield, it’s just a given that it will be me and a matter of how much aggro will be coming.  Sometimes I am totally cool with this and realize it is a part I am good at playing.

Other times?  Well, it leaves me feeling like that time Mr.E really wanted to level his Mastermind so I did not have more level 50 CoX characters than he did so he begged me to play my 50 Brute to power level him. 

And I wonder about a lot of the other Meat Shields out there, you know, the people held up as poster people for whatever cause or agenda?  I wonder if they consented or actually “like” being the Voice and Image of ——–  (insert cause here).  Was it a chosen, calculated thing or did it just happen?  Did those people just wake up one day and realize everyone was quoting/linking to/heralding them as the Voice/Image of ——-?  Hailing them as the true face of ——?  I wonder how they feel about it?  Not in public I mean, hell, in public, a Meat Shield has to be at their best, but elsewhere, when no one else is watching or waiting to see what they do or how they react?

Because you know, being the Meat Shield can suck.  There are times you end up face down with the baddies stomping all over you while the rest of the team runs for their lives.

So yeah, sometimes when I am out there, in RL and on the Net and I see someone put out there as the meat shield, I wonder if it is a chosen thing, or if others have just tossed them out there because they, themselves, do not want the aggro.

“Slllluuuuutttt!”

Posted: September 22, 2009 in Slut Shaming & Whorephobia

slut2So, I went and I read this

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Then I was talking about the whole “slut” thing with Ginmar, and I got to thinking.  Often dangerous, you know.  And look, it seems I lied.  I said there would not be much feminist-esque stuff on this blog, but I guess maybe I was wrong, because yep, this is the sort of thing many feminists do talk about. 

And nah, I am not going to talk about that particular case.  I am not going to talk about if she was or was not really raped.  What I am going to talk about is how slut shaming hurts everyone and how the double standards regarding slut like behavior between women and men are complete and utter bullshit.

That’s right, you heard me, bullshit.  And the first dude that comes over here and whines about sexual shaming towards men or “well we have different pressures, what about us?” is going to get virtually slapped, because this post is not about that, savvy?  This post is specifically about the word “slut” and all that goes with it. 

Now, shocker here I am sure, but by any sane definition of the word, I am a slut.  I rather like being a slut, thanks. And I have before said within regards to dress, I do believe in truth in advertising.  I mean, if I am dressed like my cartoon gal there, and I go out somewhere, I do expect that why yes, men might assume I am interested in sex.  They might approach me about it.  However, I have also said repeatedly, no matter what any woman is wearing or how she acts with other men, no man, or group of men, has the right to assume she is interested in sex with them.   Chances are, if she is interested in sex with you, she will let you know.  You do not have the right, no matter what she is wearing to assume that she wants to, will, or should have sex with you.  Jesus Christ I hope that is clear.  But be that as it may, what, with my like of being a slut and whole truth in advertising theory, I absolutely realize there is a down side.

Follow me here…  I know a lot of women think that they can or have reclaimed the word slut (or countless others like it).  I am skeptical on that one.  Sure, I use the word slut (and others like it) all the time, namely when referring to myself…but you know, I don’t buy the reclaimation theory.  I just happen to think- good and bad connotations- that there is nothing wrong with being a slut…and if people want to see me/judge me in a negative way merely by the fact that yep, I am a slut…well, frankly, I got no use for them.  They can suck my proverbial strap on in hell and all.  However, regardless of my personal take or feelings on the word, the stone cold and sad fact is being labelled a slut is not helpful the majority of the time in the eyes of the world at large.  It is, currently in our society, a bad thing, and so long as it remains as such, shit ain’t been reclaimed at all, people.

Unless you have a penis.  At which point, being a slut isn’t so bad.  In fact, in great segments of society (i.e. the dominant culture), it is fine and dandy, even good.  Guys who have lots of sex are playas, playboys, ladies men, “lucky”, or other various euphemisms.  At worst, they are “dogs”…but dog isn’ t the same as bitch, and shoot, even being a dog is envied by many.  I mean, for real…

If I get raped or sexually assaulted, well, because I am a slut you sure as shit know my sexual history is going to be on the table for discussion…if not in a trial itself, everywhere else.  However, I wonder if my attackers would be?  Do you think he would get asked how many women he had slept with?  If he had one night stands?  If he picked up women on a regular basis merely to have sex with?  If he dressed in a manner that showed off his body?  I doubt it.  And even if he did, do you think public opinion about him being a slut would be nearly as negative as it would about me being a slut?  Oh, I don’t think so.

And this whole double standard thing regarding men being sluts vs women being sluts?  It doesn’t help anyone, really.  It only hurts people. Frankly, I dream of a world where women and men can or cannot be sluts as they choose and no one really cares because truthfully, it is not their business.  And a woman who has agreed to have sex with the entire state of New York might turn down and get raped by one dude from Boston…and guess what, if the dude from Boston  raped her, the fact that she has fucked all of NY should not matter at all, because she consented to do that.  And this whole double standard thing?  It does not just hurt the women.  It does hurt the men too.  With the current dominant culture, the whole “your wife/girlfriend/daughter/sister” is a slut has repercussions on males (where as your husband/boyfriend/son/brother/male lover thing does not to the same degree at all), but it goes beyond that.  It reinforces the idea that men are supposed to get as much sex and possible and women are not supposed to give it (which hey, never plays into rape at all or anything), it plays into men having negative thoughts towards women who do have sex, possibly with lots of people, including people other than them), and you know what. it just, just might, on some occasions, when a woman realizes she will be shamed and branded a whore for the rest of her life by the majority of the world because she “acted like a slut” …well, it just might make her levy accusations against a man or men which are false.*  And even if she does go to that extreme, she’ll still be called a slut…and not in a good way.

So yeah, with the walking around every day of my life with the whole slut label in place, I am not sure if reclaiming can or ever will work.  What I do think would be grand was if people, men or women, were sluts, it did not freakin’ matter and it did not have the power to destroy their lives.  And on this, women always get the  short end of the stick.  We’ve not reclaimed shit.  I’ve accepted that and can deal with that and fail to care what 99% of people think about it in regards to me; but you can bet your ass and a pair if snake skin boots I damn well know what the potential punishments for my sluttiness could be, from “oh she’s fucked everyone she probably deserved it or is lying” in an instance of rape to, oh, potential future employment in non-sex based fields to, oh, daily bullshit from other humans.  I know my chances there, and yeah, I am willing to take them.

But that is me, one person, in the here and now.  I wonder about all those other people, women people specifically.  I think about how the double standards on the word slut hurt everyone.  And yeah, I sure as hell think they do.  It’s okay for men to be sluts, no one seems to care or really judge them for it.  Women?  Oh, not the same case at all.  And that, my friends, sucks.   Until that changes?  Well, the word “slut” has not been reclaimed at all, and women who are sluts will take all the bad that goes with it.

And oh yeah, any man who is a slut who fucks female sluts and then acts like they are so much lower than he is and would not speak up in her defense were she sexually assaulted or what have you?  I really do hope your dicks rot off and I wonder just how much you hate yourself…. just sayin’, one slut to another.

*By no means am I saying this is what happened in the case I linked, but the sexual shaming of women has led to and inspired some pretty fucked up shit that harms everyone involved. 

Much like Agent Mulder…

Posted: September 21, 2009 in Humans

I want to believe.  I do. When I read things, or hear things, talk to people or communicate with them in some way or another…I want to believe what they have to say.  I do.  I want to assume they are speaking the truth.

 But sometimes, I find that hard to do…especially when people are speaking on things with which I am familiar with.  Very familiar even.  I still want to believe people, take them at face value, but when thing after thing, statement after statement, seems off to me, I start to wonder.

 I start to wonder if they are telling the truth.  Things don’t add up.  They seem off.  They seem too much or not enough or just somehow…not right.  I want to believe, but I end up…skeptical.  Especially when that is all they ever talk about, especially if it seems like there is nothing more to them than that:  That thing, that identity they have within that thing.  When that is all there is.

 And often times, I end up thinking that these folk actually believe they are telling the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth even if that is not at all what it is.  Somehow, they’ve made it as real as the chemicals and grey matter in their heads.  Why?  I don’t honestly know.  It’s easier?  It prevents trauma and torment?  It makes them more empathetic or powerful?  I don’t know.  But it all just seems off somehow.  Strange.  Not right.

 Then I sort of feel like crap for thinking that way because I want to believe them, but I just can’t.  There is some nagging thing in the back of my mind that just says “that’s not right…”

 I don’t particularly like that feeling, but yeah, I find it there from time to time.

Ha, there we go

Posted: September 21, 2009 in Art

Cartoon header, I am diggin’ it.

…and now, porn…

Posted: September 21, 2009 in Pornography

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Porn…a favorite topic.

 Okay, so it is interesting and timely and stuff.  On the last post I made at the Sacked Empire, one of my parting comments was “porn is what you make it”,and I do believe that, and it was something I planned on posting about/discussing. I was also then over at ND’s reading (yes, I am still going to read there) and in a comment thread she asks what I think is a good question- and I am paraphrasing here- but…What Are the Right Reasons for being involved with Porn?

 So yep, there we have it- two topics I am ready, willing and eager to discuss.  But let’s do this in an orderly fashion.

 Porn is What You Make It: I believe this.  I’ve always believed this.  I have said time and time again how healthy I think it would be for folk who like porn, even a little- people from actual pro or semi-pro pornographers to folks who just might like occasionally making videos with their partners- to make things which are a reflection of their own sexualities.  To make porn and erotica of all types that speak to and for them in a sexual sense.  People who have no interest in doing such things or who do not like porn or do not feel that inclination…okay, that is fine.  Not everyone has to like or want such things in their lives.  Not so much speaking here to those folk.  But for those who do like it or wish there was something out there for them:  Porn Is What You Make It. 

 And true enough, in a professional money making sense, this is not always a practical or wise gambit.  If one is doing the whole porn thing just for the money, it is far smarter to stick with what sells.  However, if one is just making porn for themselves or does not care so much about making money- then the door is wide open to explore all kinds of sexual fantasy and depiction that speaks to and for you.  It won’t necessarily be easy- anything and everything from finding partners who are cool with or enthusiastic to be filmed for private films to attempting to make a decent quality more professional looking flick off of one’s own dime can be rough.  Trust me, on that I would know…but it can be done.  It should, if folks are willing, be done…because I am afraid that is the only way other kinds of pornography are ever going to get out there.  The mainstream porn coming out of places like Cali and Florida?  There is a formula.  It seems to work when it comes to generating profits.  It is unlikely they are going to change that any time soon.  So if people want porn that speaks to and for them sexually…it looks like it is up to them to make it.  And oddly enough, should someone actually start making money doing this…guess what, the mainstream industry might sit up and take notes and notice and follow such a lead, because money?  They like that. 

 I will even admit I have it easy here.  I am not trying to make or into egalitarian leaning porn or real lesbian porn for real lesbians.  It can be hard to find BDSM porn with women in the dominant role and that role is not designed and dictated by the fantasies of men, but it is out there, enough that I can find that if that is what I am in the mood for.  But as it is, a lot of the porn out there…it already speaks to and for my sexuality.  I like rough sex.  I like hair pulling and anal and multiple male partners with a sole female.  I like large fake breasts.  I like spitting and name-calling.  While not as easy as some people think it is to find that kind of porn (I am pretty adamant about the fact that the women in such porn be into it as well, dishing it out as well as taking it or really, really into taking it…hell, I watch a lot of German porn, I will leave it at that), it is out there. It is not impossible to find.  It is even fairly prevalent (though not often nearly as well done as I would like or with a level of enthusiasm out of the female performers that I would like).  I can find porn that pretty much reflects and represents my sexuality…

 …But not to a degree that I would like.  Which is why, yep, I make porn.  My own.  Will I ever get rich off of it?  Nope, I seriously doubt it.  Is it what other people, namely women, would probably want to watch or enjoy or would it speak to or for them in any way?  I rather doubt that too.  Be that as it may…what is out there is not necessarily all that I want out of it…so for me, my porn?  It is what I make it.  What I want to see.  What I like.  What speaks to and for me. Like gladiator movies with sex and all.   And yes, it is gritty and brutal and hard edged and whatnot, but all that…it’s done on all sides.  It is aggressive, but the women are just as aggressive as the men.  The name-calling and hair pulling and such?  It’s utterly a two way street.  It might be rough, but no one looks like a defenseless victim being taken advantage of- and because of the way I roll, I am damn sure no one in it actually ever feels that way.  That’s the porn I want, so that is the porn I make.  And because I hate the over the top theatrical orgasm screaming and all that crap…none of that at all.  Hell, I often watch Porn Made by Other People with the sound off.  And sure enough, it often has a cyberpunk feel to it, because I dig that.

 And I sort of feel like if I can do that…. lots of people can if they so have the inclination.  Sure, not everyone has the time, or the money (or willingness to barter- I am a big believer in the barter system) to make their own porn.  But other people certainly can.  And if there is nothing out there that works for them or speaks to them, well I have always suggested they pick up a camera and start rolling. Or a pencil and start drawing.  Or a pen and start writing. Because I do believe and have always believed Porn is What You Make It, and no one is going to make what you want and reflects your sexuality better than You. 

 Heh, you know, I missed this.  That above bit there?  That is what I like out of blogging. 

 Okay, next up…What are The Right Reasons for Being Involved In Porn?

 Well, this is just one porn sluts theories and all, but hey, I will give it a go.  If a person answers money, it’s the only job they could get, validation, or because someone made them do it…I think those are bad answers and so not the reasons to be doing porn.  The last one is and should be considered criminal.  Granted, we all work to make money, but I do not think money alone is a reason for anyone to stay in any job if they could do something else that they would prefer.  I am also not saying anyone- from a porn performer to a dentist- is going to or required to love their job every day and be awesome with everything about it.  And yep, sure enough, there are women involved in pornography solely for money, it is the only job they could get, validation, or because someone made them do it.  That shit stinks, and I will be the first person to say so. 

 So what are the right reasons?  I would answer if they enjoy it, if they feel accomplished or fulfilled doing it (in the same way people find such feelings in other jobs), if they feel it allows them to express themselves, if they feel a sense of personal or artistic accomplishment doing it, or yep (and this plays into section one) if they are doing it to somehow change or modify the current standards of what porn must/is supposed to be.

 See, I said long, long ago that I do not think the outside world is going to change the porn industry at all.  I think those changes, if they are going to happen, have to come from within the industry itself, or some lurking leviathan of non-CA/FL porn is going to have to make them sit up and take notice…then not sell out or demand to see some change and stay on to enforce it after selling out.  That’s a hard task with very little reward though…however, I think it can be done.  I have also said from day one that I think the more women in porn who are there because they really want to be, who are there because of what I think are the right reasons…the better.  The more women moving up in the porn industry to positions like director, producer, film company owner…the better.  The more women making porn- no matter the content or genre- that is not just about what men want, but what they want too- the better.    I mean, I once upon a time actually had some very high hopes for things like “suicide girls” and such, but that was misplaced faith.  Trading out fake boobs for body piercings does not “empowered female porn (or whatever)” make…especially when it turns out they treat their models like crap. 

 So yeah, this is a thing with me, a passion as it were.  I’d like to think I am involved in porn for the right reasons.  I think I would feel bad if I wasn’t.  I would feel wrong or off somehow when making it if I did not think I was doing it for the right reasons…which for me…well (see above section)…it is about making stuff that represents what I want out of sex and like sexually.  I am huge on sexual expression and people being able to do that.  It’s a cause and passion for me.  I think the whole gamut of sexuality (legal and with consenting people of course) is something that is worth people talking about, making porn about…all that.  I mean, I do not think things like homosexuality, bi sexuality, poly, bdsm…all kinds of stuff…. are ever going to get a fair shake, those who are or are into those things are ever going to be seen as fully human….if it is not talked about, seen, discussed, explored by people who want to do that and share that expression with other consenting people- both to turn them on, make them think, and hell, even make them feel a bit more at home in their own skins…

 Because you know, I felt really odd about having fantasies about screwing two guys at once all hard and rough like until I saw other people doing it.    I’d like other folk not to feel so odd about whatever it is they are into (with consenting adults and all) because someone else out there…well, they are into it too.  Maybe even a lot of other someones.

 I don’t do porn to make people feel alienated or horrible.  In fact, quite the opposite.  I think that is a right reason.  And I do it my own way, speaking of and from my own desires.

 So yeah, there you have it.  The floor is open.  Discuss at will.  All comments are welcome, but be civil.  That, after all, is a rule. 

Things to come include primarily a post on porn in which I discuss two things…one being my whole “porn is what you make it” statement and an answer to a the question “what are the right reasons for being involved with porn”.   Should be ready to go by tomorrow at some point…ah yes, it is one of those heavily pondered things.

In the meantime, pull up a seat, sit a spell, smoke if you got ’em, and let me spin a yarn  (and please pardon my Southern Appropriation).

As some of you know, I write fiction.  A couple of folk have followed along on some of my seemingly never finished stories…I know Octo liked the one about Det. Richmond…I like that one too…it will get finished some day.  I know a couple of other folk have followed along with the Martell Series, which is long and odd and full of strange and often horrible things, and I know some folk have been waiting for the next installment of the Nadia & Aria series (im)patiently…soon, soon…I will not leave you hanging.  I also have some folk reading a non-fiction bit of silliness that has been fun as hell to write and is invite only, and yeah, more of that to come too. 

But I want to talk about fantasy, fact, and fiction here for a minute.  In the fiction I am working on most here currently, Nadia & Aria…well, there is a lot of violence.  A lot.  Its a supernatural/sci-fi action tale.  Three of main characters are female (nadia, aria, and jax), and they are all similar in some ways, very different in others, but one thing they have in common- to varying degrees- is that they are violent or capable of violence.  There is no sex in it at this point, but violence?  Yeah, in spades.  All three of these women are strong characters with reasons to be violent, but violent they are.  Writing them, for me, is cathartic….but it is fiction.  What they do?  How they act?  Well yeah, I love writing it, I imagine it on a movie screen in my head…but I would never actually condone their behavior…even if they all do have reason to act the way that they do.  Two of them are doing so for survival, even…but would it be something I would ever sanction in real life?  Absolutely not.  Because you know what?  That shit is wrong.

In my longest on-going series of stories, the ones about Martell and that whole crew?  There is some seriously sketchy shit going on, y’all.  Plotting, lying, assasinations, sex, violence, sexual violence, murder, all kinds of unsavory shit.  There are some serious “bad guys”-and gals- in those stories.  Truly sick and evil people.  And yep, because I like a loathesome female villain as much as I like a male one, the sick and evil is spread around equally. 

I also know, or at least truly believe, that if that series was written by a man, people would find it a hell of a lot more disturbing.  It would be assumed that, penned the way they are, that some of the more violent / degrading sexual scenes were things a male writer was getting off on.  Truth be told, some of the more violent /degrading sex scenes I also get off on.  Not the “worst” of them, but some of them?  Yeah.  But they are fiction.  Yes, they are spawned from my imagination and are extreme extensions of my own sexual turn ons and fantasies, but they are not real.  No real humans involved.  And I sure as hell would not want to see things like that occur with real humans.  Hell, half the characters are not even fictional humans.  But writing those things, those characters, those scenes?  For me it is cathartic.  It’s all imaginary and even when erotic, make believe.  It is ugly and harsh, and sure enough, I have an ugly and harsh side.  But the worst of it?  That is where I exercise it- in fiction, sometimes in art- where no one gets hurt.  It’s a release with no expense to anyone else. 

I mean, if I have a shitty day, I love to unwind by signing on to City Of Villains and just run around and have my character kick the crap out of other animated characters and be all badass and evil.  I desire doing that, I have no desire to lace up my spikey asskicking boots, grab a gun, and go do the same thing to real people.  Likewise (to be perfectly vulgar and blunt) when I am in a highly, highly aggressive sexual mood, I can write out a sex scene in the Martell fiction…spend some alone time, rub one out, and smoke a cigarette.  I have no desire to actually go out and do horrible extreme things to a non-consenting person.  Hell, I would not ever want to do half that shit to a consenting person. 

And I think most people who write that way?  There might be some really dark mojo and desires going on there, but the line in the proverbial sand between fiction, fantasy, and fact?  It’s plain as day.

And on that note, I leave you with what I think is a damn sexy drawing, and humm, that in real life, I don’t mind at all so long as the setting is right and permission has been granted.

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There will be actual postage later…

Posted: September 18, 2009 in Sharon & Oz

soIn the mean time, I go now to sleep…Like Sharon & Ozzy…

 

Though I do have a larger bed.  Which they are probably in at the moment.

How Much do We love…

Posted: September 18, 2009 in Television

Castiel from Supernatural?

I mean, okay, I do now and always will have a thing for Dean Winchester, but I must say, Cas has stock that is rapidly rising with me.  A badass Angel who looks like a relatively cute frustrated accountant?  Full of Awesome.

I must thank both Ginmar and my brother for slapping me around until I started watching this show.  Well, okay, there was no real slapping involved, but yeah.    It is my favorite show on TV currently…

And (Spoiler Alert)

I am pleased that War of the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse showed up in…Colorado.  This amuses me for some reason.  I suspect Pestilence is hanging out in Florida…

(I have a minor Four Horsemen Obsession, btw…)

Cartoons

Posted: September 17, 2009 in Art

artist7As some of you know, I draw when the mood strikes.  The mood is fickle however.  Be that as it may, I am feeling urge to do some cartoons and such.  May even scrap the current logo for a cartoon one.  And yeah, a lot of my cartoons are also porny.  Too bad.  If you do not like porny cartoons, you can close your eyes and stuff.

I pretty much only draw people.  Do any of you all draw, and if so….what?