Archive for the ‘Pain’ Category

Burn Out

Posted: July 28, 2011 in Drugs & Rock n Roll, Humans, Pain, Personal, Rants

Well, shit y’all, if ya can’t just let it all hang out on yer own blog, then where can ya?  Eh, I am gettin’ real crispy these days- ala my title there- tired as hell but sometimes wired as hell too- naturally- which is also kinda gettin’ to me.  I’ve been holding off on the back meds cause they [...]

(and other assorted ramblings) So, to start- some real life shit:  That second shot that hurt like the Devil?  It also worked.  I would say after two of ‘em, my back is about 60% better than it was.  It still really hurts when it really hurts- but it really hurts less and overall is not so much [...]

So, what did I do today?

Posted: June 30, 2011 in Awesome, Pain

Got up and went to the doc, who did another eipdural shot, but this time with the x-ray thing so he could REALLY see what he is doing….I think I like it better when he can’t.  That fuckin’ thing hurt, cramped up my leg, and well, STILL with the ow here… But then, I got [...]

So, went to my doc on  Friday… VERDICT IS… MORE FUCKING SHOTS. This is the part where, internally, I plead…oh ffs, just fucking cut me open again!  KNIVES before NEEDLES, PLEASE… but no…seems, no surgery to make things as right as they are ever gonna get without needles first…gotta soften up all that fucking tissue [...]

GAHHHHH!

Posted: February 22, 2010 in Pain

First, for humor value…Ren as GOTH, and not goggled camo CYBER GOTH! Dude, check it, I am GOTH AS HELL!!!! oh, and the necklace? WWWRHD…. (what would Wolf Ram&Heart Do?) If you get it, you ROCK!!! Actually, I am SOOO not pale enough…. In any event…I am ill, I have a 101 fever, I have [...]

Things That Are Criminal-

Posted: February 2, 2010 in Pain

Letting a fine ride like this rust and rot out in the snow.  I wish I knew who owned it so I could rescue it from such abuse!

As Promised…

Posted: January 22, 2010 in Pain, Personal, Uncategorized

You know, there has been a lot of talk about privilege here lately….you know what?  I, nihilist, am very privileged.  Wanna know why? I’m alive.  And maybe i shouldn’t be.  Y’all have heard me talk about “the burns” and “magic stabby game”…well here, I have something to show you…. Then  (july 2008) Now: That is over [...]

Kim is Right…

Posted: October 2, 2009 in Pain

About that Bastard, Death.  It’s been a long, hard last 24+ hours around Casa del Evolution.  Full of suck and lame, sad and mad, worn out and beat down and Christ this shit ain’t fair. Death, yep, (s)he is a right bastard.  Only good thing about the whole deal is one, Oz isn’t in any [...]

Dear Universe, Fuck You.

Posted: October 1, 2009 in Pain, Sharon & Oz

So, less than 24 hours ago I had an awesome, cute, cool kitten named Ozzy. I don’t anymore.  The vet from the cat ER called at about 7 am this morning, I of course was awake still, and well…they had done everything they could, and no dice.  Then, as they do around these parts, the [...]